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From Wrestling God to Resting in Him | My Testimony of Peace
It's Testimony time Little Angels!
Listen, since late November 2025 to about now May 2026 me and my family have truly been going through. I truly have not faced so much tragedy and heart ache before. Sometimes it's very sobering to remember your heart will still ache even in Christ. I have talked on the podcast before how much I get frustrated and how desperate I am to see change in my life. Whether it be in my finances, in my content, in my living situation, or even in healing for my family. I desire better for my family and myself.
As I have been waiting I have experience being fatigued in my journey with God and tried to put matters into my own hands. Please take my story as a reminder that we can still manipulate God and try to control Him with our prayers out of desperation. Pay attention because I said "try". God does not move on our timing. And he does not move by our tantrums because we are tired of waiting. I'm still going through just like you. I pray this testimony brings you hope and shows you how God will sustain you while you wait on the promises of God!!
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CHAPTERS: 1:56 - Prayer for my Little Angelz
2:53 - A closer look into the wrestle with God (Desperation - Frustration)
4:10 - Genesis chapter 32: 22-29 (The wrestle and then the hold)
6:09 - What are you wrestling God about?
8:38 - My Testimony (Story time!!!)