3. The Boiling Frog

Warning: this episode contains mentions of suicide. If you are suffering distress or despair, details of help and support are available at bbc.co.uk/actionline.

Ruth describes how sex with strangers became a routine of laybys, car parks and fear. Friends describe the years leading up to Ruth joining FabSwingers. Catrin asks how a strong, outspoken woman came to do something she now says she never wanted.

Presenter: Catrin Nye

Writers: Catrin Nye and Jamie Bartlett

Exec Producer: Kavita Puri

Series Producer: Ruth Mayer

Commissioner: Bridget Curnow

Sound Design: Ivor Manley

Title Track: David Wrench

Researchers: Emily Parsons and Liv Facey

Production Management Assistant: Daisy Carol

Production Manager: Mandy Osborne