The Evergetinos: Book Three - Chapter IX, Part II

There is a great mercy hidden within these unsettling sayings from the Evergetinos. The Desert Fathers do not speak to us about spiritual warfare in order to make us preoccupied with the devil. They speak about it so that we might become sober, humble, and utterly dependent upon Christ.

This is one of the great blessings the Desert Fathers continue to offer the Church. They expose what ordinarily remains hidden.

Modern man tends to imagine temptation almost exclusively in terms of dramatic moral choices. We think of sin as something obvious placed before the will: Will I do this or will I not? But the Fathers understood the human heart far more subtly. Long before the temptation becomes an obvious choice, something has often already begun moving within us: a thought entertained, an irritation indulged, a desire awakened, an image cherished, a conversation replayed, praise secretly enjoyed, an injury remembered, a judgment formed, prayer postponed.

The enemy rarely begins by asking us to renounce God.

He asks only that we become slightly inattentive.

And so Abba Simon gives us one of the most important sentences in tonight’s reading:

“Keep watch inside your cell, and keep watch outside it.”

The brother cannot understand why he leaves his cell, becomes caught up in the distraction of others, laughs when they laugh, talks when they talk, and then discovers upon returning that the peace he formerly possessed has disappeared.

He wants to move between recollection and distraction without consequence.

Abba Simon tells him gently but firmly: That is impossible.

The heart carries within itself what it consents to.

This is why nepsis—watchfulness—is so central to the spirituality of the desert. The Fathers discovered that the cell is not merely a physical room. Ultimately, the cell is the heart. We must learn to inhabit it wherever we are. Solitude without vigilance will not save us, nor will activity necessarily destroy us. What matters is whether the heart remains awake before God.