95 - Not Ungrateful, Just Not Done

This is a tea episode. Softer, slower, and a lot more vulnerable than I usually get.

It started in my hairdresser's chair. She's a young mom, runs her own business, and this year decided she's going to become an ultra-marathon runner. We ended up talking about something I've been feeling for months and hadn't said out loud: what happens when your life is genuinely good, you're grateful for all of it, and something inside you still says, "This isn't the end."

There's more. You can feel it. But it doesn't feel solid or certain. It feels unsettled. And when you've built a life and a business on being the dependable one, unsettled is deeply uncomfortable.

In this episode, I talk about what this stage actually feels like from the inside, and why the hard parts aren't a sign you're on the wrong path.