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Maximillian - Maximilians not so marvellous mind!? - Afro-Euro - Meeting 460

Maximillian - Maximilians not so marvellous mind!? - Afro-Euro - Meeting 46019. Sept.1 Std. 05 Min.

Above all, Max rejected fantasizing and accepted reality. The more I smoked Crack, the more I fantasized everything. I imagined getting even for hurts and rejections. In my mind’s eye I played and replayed scenes in which I was plucked magically from the crack house where I stood licking a pipe and was instantly exalted to some posi- tion of power and prestige. I lived in a dream world. The 12 steps and fellowship led me gently from this fantasizing to embrace reality with open arms. And I fo...