EP 26: The Hard Part Is Admitting It’s Not Working.

What do you do when you’re doing everything you’re supposed to do and it still isn’t working?

Therapy. Medication. Meditation. Journaling. Working out. Building community. Asking for help. Sometimes we’re told that if we just do the “right” things long enough, eventually we’ll feel better. But what happens when you’re doing all of those things and you’re still struggling?

In this episode, Kier Gaines takes on a series of listener questions that get into some of the hardest parts of being human: mental health, relationships, rebuilding after incarceration, family boundaries, and the uncomfortable reality of realizing that the life you’re building may not look the way you thought it would.

Kier starts with a listener who has spent years in therapy, tried multiple approaches, built community, and continues to struggle with suicidal thoughts. Rather than treating that struggle as evidence of failure, Kier asks a different question: What if the fact that you’re still here is part of the progress?

The conversation explores why healing isn’t always about making difficult thoughts or feelings disappear. Sometimes progress looks like learning how to recognize what’s happening, knowing when to reach for support, and being willing to try a different approach when the one you’ve been using isn’t working anymore.

Kier also responds to a man trying to rebuild his relationship after spending time incarcerated. He wants to know what he can do to fix things, but his partner doesn’t have a clear answer for what she needs. Kier breaks down why “I don’t know” can actually be an honest answer, why both people can be struggling at the same time, and how guilt can make us rush toward solutions before we’ve actually dealt with the emotions underneath them.

Because sometimes you’re so focused on explaining why you’re hurting that you stop being curious about what the other person has been carrying.

The episode also tackles what happens when a parent moves into or near your household. Kier talks about the boundaries couples need to establish before the toothbrush is already in the bathroom and everyone is trying to figure out who gets a say. From parenting and decision-making to privacy and marriage, the conversation asks a bigger question: Who gets access to what?

⚠️ Content Warning

This episode includes a conversation about suicide, suicidal